I bared my soul for you and I all got was static
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I still think about her. And it bugs me that I still think about her. I defend myself with things like: "well you loved her since you were 16. It's only natural." But it doesn't comfort me, 'cause then I think that I lost someone I cherished for a long time and wanted to keep in my life. And then I tell myself: "It was not all about good memories, remember those nights you cried? Those times you've been misunderstood and mistreated? Why do you want to bring back someone that didn't want to spend time with you?" I have no answers and I get furious.
* Title and lyrics from Starset - Frequency
